The message has been delivered that those of us who have been here in skin suits for a mighty long time, in and out of lifetimes, doing hardcore evolutionary work, are shifted now into a creation mode, and that the time when any of us are to be teachers, healers, guides or helpers is over. The choices being made now by each individual must be made, solo. There is no teaching left to do, no convincing. About anything. We are not to try to lead anyone anywhere, in regards entering heart space or dedicating themselves to the life-wish or educating them about the alternatives to the experiences they are choosing to have. The resources are here, abundantly so, and they can find the information for themselves. We are not to invest precious time and energy in repeating what has already been delivered, many times over. The 3-D world has a sickness of learned helplessness and it will cry, as a friend said: help me, help me! But it is time, NOW, to drop all of the roles and accept that all contracts are now fulfilled, and the time to focus whole-heartedly, with singular devotion, upon creating is here. FINALLY.
I am experiencing relief at the release into this part of the journey, which we anticipated for a long, long, while and we were told: soon, children, soon. Soon the dawn will break. Soon this tension in the line will give. And now, we are here. I almost wept with joy at the news, feeling it through my entire BE-ing.
So, as I say, thank you, THANK YOU, for allowing me the privilege of taking on particular roles to perform with you... thank you for the gorgeous scripts and precious sets... thank you for the immersion in the glamour and thank you, THANK YOU, for the beauty of the dance... thank you for giving me a juicy set of assignments and contracts and labors... I also say, the time of those roles is over now and I drop them with loving kindness and compassion for my self, stepping away from the stage of a certain kind of world drama that is no longer the realm I am needed in. I step, joyfully, fully, into the artist's studio that is the new world we are all crafting and open my heart to the "YES!" of all that is as yet a promise...
What will this look like? What does this mean, on the ground, in human relationships? One big change is that "activism" is not anything I need to invest energy in anymore. It is not fruitful for me to try to educate through the agency of anger or a sense of injustice anymore. If anyone is to make the free will choice to support and serve love, livingness, humane and conscious relationship with the environment, with those who are different from themselves, with those whom they disagree, with the systems and structures now being designed, innovated, manifested... they will do so because the living example of what real Life ~ in the expanded dimension of our beingness IS ~ is too beautiful, too true, too much the language of their true selves to resist or deny. BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD was a directive that is now having its day of realization, by so many. We don't have the time to waste, anymore, pleading our case for what could be. We must make it from scratch, from out of nothing, like stone soup! And NOW. It is now the time for us to live, and disregard the voices that tell us that our living defies their reason, offends them, confuses, angers or scares them. It is time to get busy focusing so intently upon what it is we want in our world, seasoning it, stirring it, building up the stock, generating the flavor, preparing for the feast... that those voices evaporate, never to tell us ever again that it can't be done.
So I will not stop "advocating", but it won't look like anything you've seen before from me.
I will not stop being a "shaman", but the very nature of the "shaman" in the new realms of being will not look at all like the "shaman" of the old one, and the purpose and practices will undergo a radical transformation... because no longer is there healing needed, but creation. There is no longer any focusing upon where there has been contraction, there is only expansion. How it will look and behave is still forming in my mind, emerging into word forms... when it is clarified, I shall write more about this.
I will not stop being "trans", but the way I will make a stand for the right to live fully as someone who is a living bridge between worlds and between all seemingly polarized realities will be... to LIVE. To live without apology, explanation, defense, or limitation. I will exist the fuq out of existence and BE, more audaciously than I ever have before. No qualifications. No labels. No teaching words. No fighting AGAINST anything. And not more fighting FOR, either. Absolutely, doggedly, willfully, and with equanimity I am manifesting, with every breath a breath of air like a bellows, upon the fire that will forge a new way of Being. I am manifesting, with every inspiration a drop of rain upon the soil and the seed of a Reality I can serve with my entire IS-ness. I am manifesting the yes and the yes and the yes, all the while consciously disregarding the "no" of the world that wants to remain as it is.
No more feeding the illusion.
No more attending in the triage.
Life is a choice. Everything needed for each one to make that choice is here and available. We must leave everyone to their choice.
So I am blissfully looking forward to all of the ways in which to express and craft and build and innovate... through sacred sound, through art, through living relationship with other people, through living relationship with nature, through learning the brand new models together as we bring them into being, through allowing the old ways and old mind-sets and old attachments to friction to persist until they can't any longer, loving the world and its gifts ~ hidden and obvious ~ as I bid it farewell, at least in the way that I have known it, for so so long.
My work now is utterly joyful. My sword is now a ploughshare indeed. I do not have to be a warrior any longer ~ against anything or anyone, ever again. Have I told you how grateful I am?!
No debate, no argument, no struggle.
No cause, except to keep expanding the YES, expanding life, expanding beauty, and generating brand new elementals with which to create a world where harmony reigns.
If there are others who are needing and wanting to get busy creating, and who are ready to be about that, I am here. Anyone who is ready to leave the fighting behind and who can see the landscape we are now in and who is ready to define it, I am here.
There are so many tools available to us now! There are so many ways in which we can manifest what we want and need. We need to stop paying attention to the din of the fearful and the angry, who want to pull us back and pull us down and keep us stuck in limited thinking and experiencing. They are making their choice... and please know... in the MUCH bigger picture... no-one gets left behind... no-one is "damned"... no appearance of abandonment, death, destruction is actually real... they will come along too... in their own time, at their own pace. But we have got a lot of living to do, and if they aren't ready by now, they may not be for a long time to come. Through the lens of eternity? It is a blink of an eye, and they will be with us... for they ARE us... simply at another phase, another era... so don't feel bad. "Mourn not for the living nor the dead", Krishna tells Arjuna... all birth and death is an illusion. All are eternal, all are liberated... this is just one Act in the great Play.
So... gettin' busy livin' over here...
Wanna make some art? Wanna sing some songs? Wanna live boldly and fearlessly, no matter what very slow dense consciousness throws at us? Wanna build the new paradigm?
I am all in.